What the fuck is this blog even about anymore. documenting the latest psykopolitrik twitter prefix games like the world’s worst gossip rag?. I hate it, . The best days are behind
Uh yeah The shockwaves emanating from NiceRx’s subversive “let’s be civil” hyper-insanity are still being felt. Deep suspicions abound. At this point, no earnest statements can be believed and absolutely nothing is real. Every account is an alt and a LARP. Every dm is exposed.
Et I’ve been en liaison with some sticky characters.. Multiple consensual penetrations into enemy territory with minimal prep work. a real eye opener. . Et tu be frank, I’m feeling rather acc°©ited. Our Once-clenched and stilted discussion-hole has been loosened up, relaxed, only modest massage pressure applied.
NiceRx works, in earnest or as subversion, to take the edge off of Reaction.. The key factor is apparently ignoring the “trans question” and never say the “n word”. It’s a tough sell because of Godwin’s 3rd law which states that you have to say it every day to stay in Nazi club. How does it even work without that part? All the works of Carlito D’Marcus…
So anyways let’s just give it right back to em ey ?: dandy reaction. Because if this NiceRx is the communist subreddit up de backside of NRx then dandy/fop reaction finna get invert on ’em. Lure in the transwomen, get them alone, and show em your copy of “Men Among The Ruins” what happens after that though
I get it now, you see. In accelerant modes everything is holy circuit neuron — here its spinning real hard and the problem doesn’t have an answer so Burn it out. don’t need more tension between U/ACC and R/ACC, need more tension within them, individually. — simultaneously massage and loosen , bring the turgid conversation to a head. The inevitable climax. The dandy fop autogyn. An afront to gnon. Who wouldn’t be curious?
Everything changes. Alliances shift. Networks dissolve. Shall we bang our heads against the same surface forever, like obsessed narcissists, out for revenge? For what purpose? What we need is all veisispeeds peedry upse SPEED SPEED FASTER
( I’ve heard that you can hide disingenuousness with endless walls of text. ) That’s two warnings
I’m in a crowd at Occupy Wall Street, looking at a wall of cops. They cut off access to several intersections in the middle of our march. Black bloc is setting off flash bombs a blok away and explosions are cracking through a din of sirens. Anyone who steps off the curb is swarmed, zip-tied, and dragged into a police van halfway down the block.
People are cursing at the cops. There’s a guy on our side, looks about 30, screaming in a young cop’s face “…You fucking pussy coward pig fuck. You’re fuckin’ ugly you know that? Look at your face. You’re blushing. You fucking pussy. Pig coward…” He’s screaming but the cop does not acknowledge him. Occasionally projectiles – trash, sticks, water bottles -land on or near the cops. Sometimes the cops enter the crowd to pull people out for throwing stuff. One of the protesters in the crowd is somehow revealed to be a cop, and darts through the wall of officers. Cop chop coo
If you’ve never been in a big protest with black bloc mixed in, you are missing out. Marching down the middle of a 4-lane city block while windows crash around you, with the sound of sirens and smoke bombs going off — it’s fun. Better than a roller coaster … though not quiet as good as fucking a stranger you just met.!!!??!??!
There’s an older woman next to me who is small-time hippie idiot leader. She’s pushing forty but it looks like she’s been doing yoga since the 90s so
The cops start pushing back at the packed crowd. It’s real dramatic like a movie hehe. heh So the woman locks arms with me, and only me.. Feels nice. A few minutes pass by, and she’s grabbing my hand. Is she scared? Fine. Next, okay…. it’s on her crotch. I am being sexually propositioned in front of some riot police. Lady, I have a girlfriend!
>. Should I sleep with a woman old enough to be my mom in a Zuccotti Park tent?
I gave her a polite smile (#Nice) and I shook my head no. I was released and slowly migrated away from the action. The euphoria of the still-active revolution faded into the background and was replaced by this silly, disappointing, dirty-horny vibe (#MeToo)
It waswthe dawning realization that we weren’t all INFP optimists here, and that within this — transcendent moment… I was being creeped on by CYNICS.. I just hate those kinds of people…
One day you may no longer be a communist — nor might you be an anarchist. This statement is not meant to demean your current position, but to warn you. Nobody(?) goes far left after 30. The change is gonna come, and there are things you can do now to make the transition easier +SAFER+ when it arrives. There are some significant pitfalls if you do not play revolutionary carefully. Life-ruining, for some. You may need this advice some day…
The first thing to know is that, basically, anybody over 30 in an activist movement should be approached with extreme caution. Many, if not all) of these folks are involved for the wrong reasons: ego tripping on social power, careerism, or to get laid. When the hippies said “Don’t trust anyone over 30” it wasn’t a joke. This is exactly what they meant. You can’t trust em. There are no 30-year-old idealists. We’re far too ugly for that.
Let me illustrate something for you to clear this up: Imagine a gradient. On one end is an earnest truth-seeker: A young person who truly madly deeply wants to understand the machinations of power, human nature, life, the universe, everything — while changing it all for the better. Now imagine on the other end of the gradient: a 35-year-old poly-drug abuser in a band t-shirt that wants to socialize, talk loudly about how smart they are, and maybe get a look at your butt for their troubles
Within a activist fringe, the older the participant, the more likely they are to be a loser, a creep, a people-user. That’s not all of them, mind you. Some come to the game late in life (and just needneed fri). But a significant number of them are jaded, creepy, and have nothing better to do then stand in Zuccotti park swallowing klonopins and cruising for anarcho-dick. They are not like the idealistic young people at all. They prey on your idealism and naïveté. They flatter you with their friendship. “Wow, she thinks I’m smart? But I just got here! OMG shess justt retweeted my blog post.”
The stills above were taken moments before the young man above shot himself in the head. The video is here if you want to see it.
The suicide was live-streamed, and shared on 4chan’s /r9k/ board. 4chins’ most suicidal, depressive corner, They’re into this kind of stuff —
On /r9k/ the majority of the users are confused young men. They’re mentally-ill and/or believe themselves to be incredibly ugly. They just haven’t sorted themselves out. Hopeless, jobless, suicidal young people… lamenting their looks, height, race, intelligence, and social ineptitude. It is a very sad place.
Worse still is the older crowd, the 30-something NEETs (not employed, in education, or in training). These folks spread misery there, along with suicidal ideation.
After the kid above killed himself, a strange rumor began to swirl: he was part of a transgender Discord group that was blackmailing young trans/gender-curious boys.
The rumor stated that the young people were being invited to an “exclusive group,” if they provided their names and photographs of themselves cross-dressing. After supplying these, the blackmail would begin. Hypothetically forced to send more graphic images, or – in the most wild of conjectures – begin hormone replacement therapy against their will (almost certainly bullshit). Again, rumors. Hard to believe.
The original post:
But rumors like this don’t usually come out of nowhere, do they?. In the past year, there had been an alarming rise in transgender content on the board. People talking about doing LSD and watching sexual hypnosis videos… daily! Everywhere. It would be funny if it didn’t get so damn CREEPY and coordinated. Are these actual predators after young blood, or children pretending to be their own pedo-cult after #pizzagate failed? I don’t know. I do know the average user there is underage though
Screenshots, real or faked, followed the original post. They claimed to be leaked from Dischord and private boards, all hinting that, if not pedophilic child-grooming, there was at least a coordinated effort to fuck with the board.
You don’t have to read them, but consider life-destruction business model as you read on.
(Trigger warning, Pedo talk:)
Back and To Da Left
Remember that your scene elders are not the ones to give your trust to. They’ll take great pleasure in accruing young lapdogs, and when they get enough they’ll start to feel powerful. At some point, sexual remarks might be made. All in good fun, comrade.
The power dynamic that egalitarians claims to oppose rears head regularly in these sexual interactions. The champagne-socialist grads fuck the nervous undergrads. The guy from Gaza comes into your room and tries to rape you after a show. The male feminist gamer gets caught with a hard drive full of you-know-what. The loudest voices that scream “I am morally superior to you” are often very guilty.
That anti-gay preacher is gay, yeah. It’s assumed. But the male feminist ally? He’s not a good guy either, missy. Don’t let the fancy degree fool you, missy. And neither is Ned the 40-year-old anarchist , stroking his beard at the “radical space” book hovel. He’s a fuckin junkie creep missy
Avoid them all misay. The older they get, the more they should know better. If she’s 38 and hanging around an Occupy camp, she’s not there for the right reasons. Don’t trust anyone over 30.
Protecting Yourself Now
Many of you reading this may have already become entangled with a vampire squid, test the waters. Do they know who you are? Where you live? Doxxing happens organically, and seems like a normal part of a budding friendship —- But
You should share very little about yourself, even with the most-trusted, most-respected members of the community. One day you will want to leave, and they might not be happy about it.
Consider all chat logs to be publicly exposed. Don’t share embarrassing information about yourself, especially not – god forbid – illicit photos of yourself. This is all blackmail material.
If you have not fallen into these traps, take caution that you do not. Give a fake name. Fake address. Guard them like they’re real.
The unfortunate truth is that you cannot simply turn away from some of these groups, not openly. Publicly embracing subjects the group considers taboo can make you a target. Just ask any ex-anarchist who went right to our anarcho “friends”, there are a few of us.
If you are over-exposed and want to leave: make an excuse about mental health issues, busy at work, etc. Fade out from the scene and don’t look back.
Changing you views is normal and healthy. Remember: If there are people in your life who do not tolerate open intellectual discussion, you are being emotionally and socially abused. Take caution when removing yourself from these situations.
Family Ties… are holding down the working man!
(Don’t Let The Revolution Ruin Your Life)
A lot of us were pulled into the fringe during vulnerable times in our lives.. periods of loneliness and low self-esteem. Each group has some unwritten initiation rituals. Say this, do that / Dress like this , read this, etc. What you get in return is a prefabricated social structure. It won’t last.
The problems come when you are pushed to alienate people in your life.
Anarcho-CyberMarxism actually wants you to get in a fight with Uncle Bill at Thanksgiving dinner. It wants you to “cut out the toxic influences” from your life, like for instance, your mom and dad, AND.. your old friends! The group may even reward you for dressing or behaving in life-crippling ways (see: crust punk, )
Do not do this! This is the way that people become trapped within fringe ideologies and subcultures.
Tolerate your racist uncle. Tolerate your heteronormative old friend. Politics is secondary to these bonds. Do not let ideology use you. Marxism does not care about how your life turns out. But I do.
When You’re Ready to Flip
You may feel ashamed to change strongly-held views – especially if you have damaged relationships because of them.
We’re all driven by ego. We tell ourselves we are “seeking the truth.” The fact is, our political affiliations are usually self-affirming, ego-stroking. You should always be questioning this, and move your politics away from ego- and identity-attachment. Taking acid will help too.
I challenge you to openly state when you are wrong. Make it habit. “I was wrong about ________.” Say it once a month at least. Say it to your friends and enemies. Establish a pattern of openly changing your mind. I’ve done it in half of these blog posts. I’m wrong a lot and I’ll admit it. Admit when you’re wrong. It will make things easier (unless you’re fighting for tenure)
If the damage has already been done, suck it up an apologize. They’ll probably understand. They just wanted you back the whole time anyways. They’re in the same boat: Ideology uses us. Marxism sure didn’t care about me.
How People Fall Out
Within live action anarchism you’ll notice the black and red Anarcho-Communist flags are the most common. Not surprisingly, this is the most authoritarian, self-policing sect of anarchism. Very little space is left within it for discussion, outside of intersectional acrobatics
Ancom types are usually wary of deviant sects: anarcho-individualism, -primitivism, mutualism… This is because they lead people away from extremism.
In the fringes, you’ll find hypocrisy wherever you look for it. The earnest truth-seeker is slowly siphoned-away… into slightly-less-insane deviations… again and again. What is left of the fringe is the creepies, the communist college profs, and the spunky socialist-socialite types. The difference between you and them (the card-carrying party members) is that you want to know what’s true (hopefully) — regardless of how it makes you look. You aren’t here just to social climb or for your career, you want to know everything.
One day, you’ll express vague support for something considered taboo. Maybe you don’t like abortion, or democracy. Maybe you think IQ and genes matter. Maybe you think Japanese have more intellectulol potential than Australian aboriginals. When it comes up —- they will come down on you hard. Traitors hang first.
If you haven’t exposed yourself, continue to move towards what is true. Let them get mad that their pet puppy grew a mind of its own.
If you have doxxed, it’s time to slowly go dark and leave.
devilish option: start logging the emails. Start fishing for contact info….
When to Stay and Lie (Academics, Journalists, and other Cynics)
If you’re headed for a career in academics or journalism – and it’s too late to turn back (I am sorry) – get ready to lie about what you believe. It may not come right away, but if you are intellectually curious, you will eventually begin to believe things that cannot be said out loud. [see: What You Can’t Say]
The competition in the Grad programs probably disproves marxism for everyone involved, but you will still need to preach it when you win the game. A carefully-guarded pecking order, total war for tenure… you get the picture. It’s fine though!
Lying about what you believe for money is actually very psyko cool. Crushing true-believer socialist brainlets in your quest for professorship is cold af. So don’t feel guilty. send them crying off to some god-awful office job with the rest of us. Ouch! That’s natural selection for ya. Tell em “when the revolution comes I’ll share this gig with you, comrade” …. 😉
Another option is to preach leftism for a specific purpose, though you know it to be wrong.
This applies to both sides of the aisle and to all issues. If you are a single-issue person – God, abortion, saving the whales – you may want to pragmatically embrace the entire lie. It’s a judgement call. Voting doesn’t work anyways
Sometimes Selling Out Is Waking Up
The hallowed halls of extreme leftism and punk rock are littered with sellouts, big and small. The list is thousands long, and you’ll be on it one day. Take heart, these folks had the courage to walk away, and so can you.
Consider Justine Tunney, who went from OWS data commando to preeminent NRx convert within five years. Then dropped all that to make some money at Google. Or how about Vegan Reich, who were so tough they dropped the environmentalist thing for straight-up Islamic Jihad. Ppl change! Bold earthmovers do it all the time
Don’t let some moldy oldies use you for social capital. Eschew the temptation to make politics the lynchpin of your social life. Be safe out there, trust nobody, and feel free to change your mind. Real friends won’t care what you believe.